so i was upset about not being able to go to any firework/bonfire displays this year.. since they’re my favourite thing ever SOOOO my mum bought me a whole box of fireworks to have a private just-for-me display :’) i am happy
i don’t wanna go to work tomorrroooooow
there is a special place in hell reserved for people who click at waitresses..
+ the life and times of izzy + seriously though + this fucking woman in work today ajlgkhal why + with a really shrill EXCUSE ME?! and snapping her fingers at me + UGH + just because i wasn't spending every second checking on her coffee + and then she gave me this look like 'i caught you doing something other then serving me wooow you are a bad waitress + bitch + my college and i agree she's our work regular customer + we try our hardest to be polite + and now i am going to spend the remainder of the evening in joggers and constant headphones + because comfy
hello yes today’s theme is personal identity and whilst everyone is a step closer to finding theirs, i am one step away from mine. which is ironic.. since that is my chosen ‘issue’ for my art course.
+ the life and times of izzy + personal + okay so at this univeristy-course-thing today that i went too + it was really intimidating and overwhelming and wow i felt like i was drowning + in people who knew themselves and i just felt lost and confused + because i think 'who i am' only exists when i'm around people who contribute to my character + when they're not around i'm an empty shell of weirdness and insecurity + which wasn't nice to find out today + i know it's a common thing + but after being so sure of myself and exactly who i am + now i'm just confused
so i want to go to bed, which i can’t do because i have to finish my art homework, which i can’t do.
since i can do neither, tumblr it is
today was an awful day.
working 7 hours on both a saturday and sunday has really taken it’s toll on me and i just really miss my free time now.. i have literally no time to do anything anymore and won’t be able too until the half term break in october. the coursework and work balance has completely buried my social life.. i miss it so much
i just bought midnight cinema’s new 5 songs and WOW I MISSED THIS GROUP SO MUCH?? i’m still sad about them not being thriving ivory anymore bUT THESE EP’S ARE AMAZING AND THEY MAKE ME INTENSELY HAPPY~~
so i kinda have a date on saturday and i am really happy it’s happening but also really unsure of what it’s gonna be like. how i scored a date i do not know but i just have this feeling i’m gonna say something and just mess it all up and sudden realization that our generation has little to no knowledge of courting and now i’m just ????
i’ve just come back from comic con and from wales.. and i am so shattered its unreal i have legit never been this tired.
and school starts tomorrow. i want to cartwheel off a bridge..
+ if i could cartwheel + the life and times of izzy + ugh i am so exhausted + and my phone is dead + and i have no energy to do anything + and i feel so bad because i want to talk to everyone right now + but on the other hand i just want to sleep + which i might do + vee i love you
so i looked all around my village for job vacancies today.. since i’m likely to lose my job soon. most places turned me down and the last place i stopped in to was this gorgeous café.. down by the viaduct with loads of baby animals and a garden centre and algjskhaj it was ust so sweet.. so i asked inside and gave them my name and number. and i was wandering around looking at the animals when the woman who i talked too ran over to me and told me that she thought i was really polite and sweet and that they’d give me a trial! IT’S DAYS LIKE THIS THAT MAKE ME REALLY HAPPY AND I AM REALLY HAPPY
just got back from camping and i’m now off to see pacific rim woOoOOoOo sOCIAL LIFE??
i just ordered these..
today i found out that my co-worker;who i’ve been having a flirtationship, with is staying on full-time and i honestly shouldn’t be this happy by that news
I’M HEADING OUT TO FRANCE NOW!
i’ll be gone for a week and you all have my queue to keep ya company ;)
SEE EVERYBODY IN A WEEK!